So I'm in my first real relationship
I lost my virginity to him
And I have been dating him for about 8 months now
And my life has changed so much since I've been with him and love him so much but I'm just really scared that I'm going to get my heart broken that I push myself away like what should I do?
I'm so confused anymore

Do you have feelings for him? If you do then stop pushing away from him and know that if indeed you have your heart broken you will not the first and certainly not the last. Something we all go through and to use that as an excuse not to enjoy the good times is bad for your health. Enjoy the relationship and do not be scared of what might happen.

If you never try you will never know.

Don't look back in life with regrets

What's the point of going into life in a bubble and not living it.

Live it girl yeah we all get hurt no matter what we do to save ourselves.

But the worst thing in this world is regret.
That what should scare you.

Open up.