Is It Hopeless? As Much As I want to have Faith I Just Don't Know How... Becoming pregnant seems so impossible to me Its as if it's a Myth or a Fairytale, Something that can only come true and a Dream or Fantasy Movie'... I just don't understand why tha good lord blesses all these horrible doped up women who don't even wnt or take care of their children as opposed to those of us who so desperately wnt & feign for a child. The love we have to give is exploding, overflwoing, screaming deep within just dying to come out & be giving to a beautiful baby miracle, I so desperatley need someone to talk to about what I'm going through, all the stress and my life is driving me into a bottomless pit of deep dark depression, not helping my chances at all, to know I'm not alone and this is a huge relief'