It's not fun to hurt someone who means nothing to u.I am wondering about my guy actually he is not my maybe ex but that"s the problem we are on off and on situation here.he knows how I feel he said I can be only friend but than he is doing things to me which he is not doing to other female friends of his.calling me when he wants sending massages but than when we see each other he keeps distant to me.I like watching people their body language and I can see how on ease he is with others he doesn't even wants to seat next to me he keep his body completely away from mine in casual meaning.I am very sensitive person I can feel there is barrier but I don't know if this is directed for me or for him to not showing signals of affection .and than is that question like he is trying too much

Why are you still there?

Because I love him and I was hoping that he finally make some decision if I show him that I stand by him

And because I can't understand why he pushes me away but at the same time he wants me in his life

If you love something set it free if it comes back to you; you'll know it was meant to be. Tough love him... tell him you're aren't happy and why; tell him you need more or for him to do this or that... just be open and honest with him. If he says he can't offer that up right now; then be prepared to be hurt but walk away. Don't be that dormat; you'll not be proud of you... believe me there are other fish in the sea for you.
When God closes a door he opens a window.

He obviously doesn't feel for you, the way you want him to. Why keep wasting your time on him.

Never make a person a priority in your life, while allowing them to make you an option in theirs.