I don't know why but sometimes I told a story to my friend let say about another friend of mine. I told my friend honestly about everything... how it happened exactly and how I felt. But then, I feel bad about it because I feel that I am not supposed to talk bad about other people but that's how I really feel and how it happened.. about what they said or did to me that particular time. THen, after telling the story to my friend, I will tell them again I am not saying that "this person" is bad whatsoever.. then I will ask my friend whether she/he will believe it if the person tell them about the same story as well. Then, I will regret it because I feel so stupid.. I will start thinking I should have just keep it the first way without asking them questions like that... then maybe they would believe me and not questioning my honesty... I don't know what to do because I kept coming back and forth thinking oohhh maybe I should have just said this not that.. done this not that.. I don't know I just keep on being paranoid by my own actions and words.. I don't know what to do.. I dun like being or feeling like this.. I am afraid now that my friend would not believe my story and would perceive me badly...