I have this constant fear of dying. It is causing many panic and anxiey attacks and I am always in the emergency room. Right now I have a bill of 4,000 dollars that I cannot pay. It is really becoming a serious problem. I cry all the time because I know a phyciatrist won't help. I am attempting to face my fears on my own because I feel like god will take care of me. I really do not know what to do anymore except pray. My fear is so bad I am terrified to sleep at night with the fear that I may not wake up. I am 18 years old and I want to live my life right and have fun. There is no reason why I should have to be afraid. I am engaged to my high school sweetheart whom I have been dating since I was a freshman. He works for goodyear tire company building tires which requires him to work long shifts and night shifts. When he leaves my anxiety gets really bad. I am so confused as to what I should do, medical attention isn't helping, therapy isn't helping, and I'm stuck. I do believe my fear of dying started when my god daughters 17 year old father was shot and killed this year. After his death I have been in constant worry of dying at a young age. I am lost someone please help. :(
