Originally Posted by
Alder
Hi, Macky!
You see it as a gift, not a problem, and right there you are doing the best thing for it you could. Sometimes this runs in families. Do any of your older relatives have it? Maybe they could give you some pointers.
It's a good time to be alive with a gift like yours. Not so many years ago you could never share those kinds of experiences, for fear of being accused of witchcraft and/or insanity. Now our world is getting more and more open, and more and more people are discovering those kinds of talents. And the internet makes it much easier to connect with others like you. Feel free to explore the different traditons and teachings from around the world that you can learn about on-line or in a local spiritual bookstore. Some will speak to you, some won't. You might find your own ancestors (living and dead) and your own "roots" to be a rich source. Are you of Celtic/Scottish descent? That is a wonderfully rich tradition of Bardic knowledge, and many other things besides. Learn the mythology of your homeland. And you can learn things like Tarot and meditation. If you explore something and find it useful, delve more deeply. If it doesn't speak to your soul, look elsewhere.
Anyway, like I said, it sounds like you have the right attitude. Keep up the good work.
Blessings to you, fellow Dreamer.
Alder