I was trying to get to the bottom of why it is hard to find The Wonder years on DVD (mainly netflix). I was lead to wikipedia and found my answer. I started reading the plot/synopisis of the last episode and it was not like how I remembered!!
I could have SWORN, and I remember it so VIVIDLY that Paul kills himself. I thought he hanged himself. I thought for certain... Am I really just mixed up? I really really thoght he had.