Love sucks and beautiful at the same time
Over this past few months, I've been working with this girl who totally changed my life. I know it sounds like I'm being over dramatic, but I'm not. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever met. She has it all, looks, personality, and just makes me get the biggest smile on my face when I'm around her. She is all I think about when I'm not around her (sad I know lol). Given the choice of a million dollars or to be with her, I'd take her that's how much I care for her. I've had many crushes when I was younger but those usually faded. I've never liked a girl where I could actually say "I love you". But I found out that she has a boyfriend it totally kills me. I find it so hard to move on from her because I always see her and talk to her. How does one move on from someone they care for so much? I feel so lost right now. :(