Hey people wazzup... I am rocky... im actually from mumbai... I had a girlfrnd... we met when I was in the 11th grade... I had a few issues... like I was a little insecure etc... but she was damn cute... she always managed to handle me the right way... we were togther for 4 yrs...
Evrythin is screwd now
Now I'm in melbourne... im doing my bachelors... she has made some lousy friends... she doesn't care a for me... for e.g... we fought... d normal her would call me in less than 20 minutes... man she din call me for 24 hrs... lol... funny... but trus me guys I felt like... I always made here feel like a princess... she took me and chuckd me out of the window d second I left for melbourne...
I hate her slutty friends... but she doesn't get it...
She was the most quitest chick I have ever known... when we fought she abused yelled... and man she was rude...
I js can't stop thinking about her... even though she treats me like bloody dirt I still call her... she wudnt pick up for an hr and then she returns my call... I duno what to do guys... we are history... but I want to get over her...
All I do is think about here... I can't concentrate on studies or anythn at all...
Christ...
Can someone ples gimme some tips for getting over this girl whome I've loved more than myself for the last 4 yrs... ppless help

Cutest * for quitest

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Originally Posted by rockyrules1987

i felt like ...i always made here feel like a princess...she jus took me and chuckd me out of the window d second i left for melbourne...
i hate her slutty frnds...but she doesnt jus get it...
she was the most quitest chick i have ever known...when we faught she abused yelled....and man she was rude......

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Well from what I read in this part, Do you mean she abused you when you two fought and yelled? And if she was rude.. Why take YOUR time on her when she didnt even treat you right? If you always made her feel like some kind of princess and you made her feel like she was worth something in life and she treated you like garbage, why even bother with her? There's plenty of girls that could treat you better out there my man. Just take some time to yourself, meet new girls, and I promise everything will be better.

I had a conversation with her day before yesterday and all she did was yelled and abused me... I duno for what... she kept linking me with a girl... and what had actually happnd was that... dat girl had told my Girlfrnd a couple of months ago that I used to speak to her pretty often... but the truth is that I had only spoken to her when she had called me... a couple of months ago that too cause she had some guy prblms... and I had discussed a fight that I had... had with my girlfrnd cause I was really pissed... she blew it all out of propotion...

C ill be honest... I do sometimes feel that my girl has some other guy or she speaks to another guy that I dun know off...
So I normally always ask her if she is with any guy when ever I hear a guy in the background... and I do get a little irratated...
But I dun loose it ever... I dun ever yell and abuse... I ask her and if I feel that something is fishy I tell her that I want to split

C wev had a lot of fun 2gther when I was bak in india... now that I've left I dun expect her to become a house bound and not do anything but wait for me... or talk to me all d time
But she has gone overboard.. with her outings... she goes out evryday...
She was d kind of girl who used to tell me that we shudnt go out evryday and foucus on other things like studies or do sumthn better..
No she is totally freakin it...
I duno if I should really feel bad about it or not...
I really want to trust her but she has lost all d faith I had for her...
But I bloody still love here... I bloody smoke 20 cigs a day at least cause of here... I was never a smoker... I dun get it damn it...
I think I'm having a serious issue!! I feel like calling her al d bloody time... I duno why do I feel that she is my only bloody world... I want to leave her... bt at the same time... I check my phne evry 20mins to c if she has called me or not... or check skype if she has buzzd me or not...
Man I'm going nuts...
I want to forget her... hpe I could go back and erase my memory... though she is 9000kms away frm me... I still bloody care for her and bother about her... im 20 I know I should forget her... but its nt happnin... iv knwn here for 5 yrs now... gadam it!!

House bound * House Bound slave

God I've made too many spelling mistake... sorry was typin it quickly... my bad...

Thanks a lot... will try to forget her

Rocky, your posts are being close to being deleted, This is not a blog and not a chat area.

We want sentence, and no text code. If you do not wish to slow down and use real words please don't post.

Sorry for that won't repeat it .
Didn't know about the rules here. Sorry... was typing as things were crossing my mind. Anyway... ill be careful from now on.

If you loved yourself as much as you loved her, you wouldn't be putting up with her BS, and abuse, no matter how cute her azz is.

Put yourself first and do better for yourself.

Thanks a lot I'll try killing the obsession.