Hey I'm 19 years old and I have a boyfriend of 2years we have talked about in the future maybe 10 years to have children. My boyfriend wants 3 children. I would love to have a family and raise children with him. I think it would be amazing to create and raise another human out of our love with each other. But I am really afriad of child birth, not only the pain but complications and everything. I really want to have a family but even now I am afriad, I have always been my whole life, and I am worried when we are ready to I will still feel the same and I don't want to back out or even lose my boyfriend. We have spoken of it but not to deeply because we both know we aren't ready for children right now. Any advice or suggestion or anyone experience this before that can help me?