I resently had a strange experence where I felt as though I was connected to everything that existed and that I KNEW I was being re-incarnated over and over in many different forms- I was part of everything ONE BEING and therefor I was one being that split into many. Then I felt/saw a big beem of light coming out of my head. Does anyone Know what the beem of light might mean? OR have any thoughts other on this matter?

I have an answer, but chances are you're not going to like it.

It sounds to me like you've gotten involved in some questionable pursuits that are going to place you in spiritual jeopardy. Run as far as you can in the opposite direction.

I don't really know what you mean, but thanks for your thoughts.

What you experienced is generally called enlightenment. What you experienced is real: We are all connected, one being. Everything we do affects all the beings around us in subtle (or not so subtle) ways. To feel at one with everything is to know that you can never be hurt or killed (because you will just live on in other forms), and so to be free of fear, anxiety, greed. And it is to know that whatsoever you do for others, you do for yourself. The light is the light of creation, of creativity, of joy and love and peace.

This is an amazing peak experience for you. What it means, though, is not something that I or anyone else can tell you. Even you cannot tell yourself this in words. You can only find the meaning in actions, in how you choose to live your life from this day forward.

You have been given a great gift by the Goddess. She gives the gift freely, but She will be watching to see what you do with it. (If the term "Goddess" bothers you, feel free to insert your own term for the divine--we all have our own understandings of it).

Blessings to you,

Alder

You appear to have had some sort of cosmic consciousness connection. The beam of light that you refer to is the universal mind or cosmic consciousness. Would suggest you read more on that subject as your mind has been opened and is now receptive to the real world of higher consciousness.