Don't know what to do with my Boyfriend
I don't know what to do. Ive been with my boyfriend for a little over a year now. Hes my first boyfriend so everything was new and exciting in the beginning. But for a while now Ive been getting annoyed with him for a lot of things. He gets really jelous over my best friend (but not around guys) . He doesn't like it when me and her hang out. He also doesn't know me very well. He thinks I'm quite and don't like attention, but I'm the opposite. And whenever I'm around him I always think too much about what I'm going to do or say, it could be that I'm nervous around him. Also, he always tries to give me money. It gets really annoying. Its like he's trying to make himself look good in front of my friends by paying for me. But after I say no 5 times he still wants to pay for me. I tried to breakup with him about a month ago but he came to my house to convinced me not to. He said he liked it when I cry (cause I put my head on his shoulder) and I told him that he's the one that's making cry. He doesn't understand that I'm unhappy. Its like he's selfish. We don't really talk about serious stuff, like our relationship, but when we do he says all this stuff like he loves me but it seems like he's just saying it without the meaning. But I do like the cuddling, kissing, and holding hands. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to break up with him and make it final, I need help.