My boyfriend watching porns,this is normal?
I have been dating with my boyfriend for 2years.we will getting into engagement in this end of the year,to be short, I only had sexual intercourse with him for 2times,because every time I done it,I feel very guilty,I am a christian. So every time he ask for it,I will tell him that we should only do it after married. But recently I found that he watching porns video and picture on the internet,this makes me feel very angry. But when I ask him whether he watch it or not, he answer me very detail and specific, he told me that he only watch 'those things' for 2TIMES on 19YEARS OLD. By the way,he is older than me 12years,I'm only 22. I am a very conservative girl,and he is also my first love. I don't know what should I do, or maybe I am just too conservative. This is normal or I am just think too much?