Was it really that horrible?
K so this is a really long story, but I'll try to cut it short
So last year I was 15, and I became friends with a girl, that introduced me to her friend, who was 40 years old, that actually paid her for sex whenever she needed money. Well when I met the guy I didn't know and he ended up paying me for sex, cause he thought that's what I was there for, and I was kind of scared and didn't want to say no
Cause well I didn't know the guy, I was scared that maybe if I said no he would have hurt me in some way, so I went along with it, and then I really got to know the guy, and me and him became very good friends, he got me a job with him, and we went out for dinner and movies, and all sorts of stuff, but we were still having sex.
After a few months we ended up fighting a lot more, and finally I got out of the relationship.
But turns out the girl that introduced us and was doing the same thing, got mad, because this 40 year old ended up hanging out with me more, and Told a bunch of school mates about what I was doing.
It ruined my life, and almost everyone I know now, knows about it, and think's I'm some total slut.every guy I meet doesn't even want me, then just think I'll have sex with them.
My life is completely ruined from this
But the thing is, when it was happening, I didn't think anything of it, we had like a normal boyfriend and girlfriend relationship till it went sour. But cause of how everyone else looks at it, I feel as if I'm a completely horrible person.
Tell me was it really that horrible? Did I make a mistake? And will my life ever be normal again?