Welll.. basically we split 3 weeks ago.. I know its not a long time.. but we were together for 18 months.. and 3 weeks is the longest we have been apart for since we have known each other...

We split not because we didn't love each other but because I was quite depressed and I was bringing her down.. and she had uni coming up.. so we would be apart anyway... anyway... last week I began to talk to her again.. and now we are talking about getting back together... but I don't want her to just take my word for what I plan to change.. I want to show her! To regain her trust... right now I just miss her more than ever.. being dumped like this really showed me how much I love that girl and do anything to get her back.. ANYTHING!

When we talk on the phone.. we talk about what bf/gf talk about... and we say we love each other.. well we are best friends too, we know each other inside out back to front upside down all the way through!! And if we were ever to meet up we would be back together again... I'm not an emotional person.. I have never cried before.. but the last 3 weeks I have cried everyday so hard...

Well... I know if I want to get her back its about timing.. she wants me back.. but we decided we needed some time apart.. she gave me 6 months.. but I really cannot do that.. she is getting her A level results in 10 days time.. I plan to be there for her then... I know all we will do is run to eachothers arms and hug till we can't hug anymore.. then I just want to make her happy.. I mean long term!

I duno what to do right now! I'm so upset!!

Yeah, break ups are hard, and they suck. You dont realize what you have till its gone, and maybe she's not gone fully but sometime you only want it because you were so used to it. Everymorning, i wake up and grab my phone to dial my ex's number to wish him a goodmorning. just to really wake up and hang up before it rings. i miss him, and i say i will do anything for him, but as the days go by, anything turns into some things, and some things turn into, well not maybe that either, which goes to not doing anything at all. it ended for a reason, and unless she wanna work on it, then you just gotta move on.

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Originally Posted by LostInHisEyez

Yeah, break ups are hard, and they suck. You dont realize what you have till its gone, and maybe she's not gone fully but sometime you only want it because you were so used to it. Everymorning, i wake up and grab my phone to dial my ex's number to wish him a goodmorning. just to really wake up and hang up before it rings. i miss him, and i say i will do anything for him, but as the days go by, anything turns into some things, and some things turn into, well not maybe that either, which goes to not doing anything at all. it ended for a reason, and unless she wanna work on it, then you just gotta move on.

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She's in hospital thanks for the answer.. I'm going now.. she wants me there..

Thanks!