Get over the person you were in love with?
It seems like every time I try to move on and start over someone how he comes back into my life and gets me back right away.

He is one of the shyest people in the world and I have known him over a year now and me and him have become more than friends.
I lost my virginity to him and his to me and no matter what I always seem to end up with him.
Every guy I see I compare to him.
I want to get over him so bad I have tried cutting him out of life entirely just to see if it would make it easier but it makes it worse I can't stand not knowing what's he's doing or who he's with.
I just can't shake him.

If its not right, you need to move on. As hard as it is... I was in a 4 year relationship starting at 13. When we broke up, it just felt like the world was going to end.. that I was following down a black hole, with NO ONE to grab onto. It was never just Me, it was always HIM and I. I didn't feel complete. And Its been 3 years after we broke up, and I do miss him.. and wonder what if.. and I compare him to every guy I meet. Cause he wasent a bad person.. but we just weren't right. As you get older, and go into college people change. Anyway... You should know... Cutting him out for a while to harden that spot he has left in your heart is for the best. Im one for always remaining friends.. but for some reason It still hurt every time I saw him. So I stopped seeing him, and talking to him. That helped me a lot... They say that you take the amount of time you were together... and divide that by 2.. And that will be the amount of time it will take to heal. Or get close to fully healed. You never forget your first.. and you never forget the loves you have through out your life... but things happen for a reason.. And they make you who you are. Stay strong. If you can't stay together, move on hun.

Its so weird because I don't know what it is that he does to me but it's the best feeling ever.

He pisses me off to the point where I just want to punch him and he knows all about my bad habits and teases me all the time and when we are together he just finds something to mess with me about.
But when he kisses me it seems like he is nothing but perfect.

He has never hurt me or said anything bad about me and treats me like I'm just the best thing.
He never brings me down and he never tells me I'm anything less thant extraordinary.
And he never lies to me EVER.
Through everything me and him have gone through and through all the fights and drama we have had to endure he makes it all worth it and no matter what I always seem to find a way to let him back.
And I tell him that I can't be just friends with him because being with him and not being able to be with him is too hard for me to do.
But I can't do it.

You have blinded yourself to his imperfections... But you can't let that happen. If you aren't together... its for a reason. You have fights, you have drama... Are you dating him, are you just friends? Are you looking to date him? I guess that's where Im confused.

No we had drama and we still fight.
We aren't together.
We aren't friends but we aren't dating.
Which is where I'm confused too.

Then you really need to talk to him... considering you two had sex together. If you don't talk to him, and he starts dating someone.. Your not going to be to happy and your going to be upset with him. But if he didn't know you wanted too... its kind of your own fault.