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Yes I'm an Army guy. I'm currently in Iraq nearing the end of a year-long deployment. I have been under a lot of stress and I think that's a least part of what precipitated the situation I find myself in today.
I am facing a court martial for larceny that is likely to result in a federal felony conviction.
As an Army officer, that's the end of my career at a minimum. I also face the possibility of five years in prison and forfeiture of all pay and allowances.
I am having such a hard time of this and don't know what's in store for me or for my family.
I have a wife and four children who live at our home in the states. And I'm worried that I will loose them too when this is all said and done.
To make matters worse, I am sitting at nineteen and a half years in the Army right now. The convening authority has decided not to take any mitigating circumstances into account and allow me to face the full brunt of the General Court Martial.
The mitigating circumstances in my case are:
1. I have been trying to cope with a teenage son with drug addiction and depression for the past five years. It's literally made a mess of our lives.
2. I was forced to deploy to Iraq, despite pleas from doctors and my chain of command not to deploy me.
3. I suffer from depression and have for the past three plus years - and am on anti-depressants
4. My wife suffers from depression and was not prepared for me to leave.
I need to know how to cope with what I see as a very bleak future. I realize I made a mistake - a huge one.
I need help and advice on how to go forward.
Please feel free to ask me anything. I need help and will be grateful for any that I receive.