I am beginning to think that I am desperate for a relationship. Some of my friends ask me if I have ever felt like I wanted space in a relationship. The answer: NO. I have never uttered the words "I need some space or let's take a break" etc. After my first encounter with my ex I am missing him again. I ran into my ex's cousin AGAIN and he informed me that my ex grew tired of his new girl and ended things. I don't have my ex's number but I am beginning to want to contact him again... I know this is pathetic but I am lonely and frustrated with how my encounters with men ( aside from my ex) have gone. I don't like being single at all and I have been for almost 7 months. In the mean time it seems as though the caliber of guys I am talking to are just not on my level. I am going through bad boy stage but that is because of the attention I get from that type of guy. I am starting to think I should contact my ex via mail... but I don't want to appear nutty. Help

Have you spent the last 7 months actually learning about you, and what it is you want from a guy... and from yourself? It sounds like you need to ask yourself some tough questions before you put yourself in the firing line again with the ex.

From your avatar you're a great looking girl, to nice looking to be desperate. Love yourself and who you are, and be happy with yourself, and you'll find the right type of guy to share that happiness with. You don't have to settle just because a fellow gives you attention, you should want the best for yourself.

U look like naomi campbell..

I think that is Naomi Campbell on her avatar. BTW, NEEDING a relationship is the best way to not get one or to end up in one which is not satisfactory. You need to be somewhat detached from outcome dependency in order to get into a healthy relationship.