I am beginning to think that I am desperate for a relationship. Some of my friends ask me if I have ever felt like I wanted space in a relationship. The answer: NO. I have never uttered the words "I need some space or let's take a break" etc. After my first encounter with my ex I am missing him again. I ran into my ex's cousin AGAIN and he informed me that my ex grew tired of his new girl and ended things. I don't have my ex's number but I am beginning to want to contact him again... I know this is pathetic but I am lonely and frustrated with how my encounters with men ( aside from my ex) have gone. I don't like being single at all and I have been for almost 7 months. In the mean time it seems as though the caliber of guys I am talking to are just not on my level. I am going through bad boy stage but that is because of the attention I get from that type of guy. I am starting to think I should contact my ex via mail... but I don't want to appear nutty. Help