Afraid that he'll want to have sex
Okay so me and this guy have a thing together
We're not going out but he obviously likes me
We make out every time we hang out
And his friends ask me if I'm going to go out with him
But I'm kind of scared to because
He like more experienced than me
I know he's gotten blowjobs and stuff before and pretty sure he's had sex
And I don't think I'm really ready for all that
I've never given a blowjob or got fingered or had sex
So its kind of scary
But I really like him
And I'm afraid if I tell him I don't want to do that stuff he won't
Like me anymore
I guess I probably could give him a blow job or something if I was drunk
But it could lead to more and I don't want to lose my virginity
And what if I'm really bad at that stuff because I'm really shy
But yeah I'm ranting now srry
Advice??