Why is it when you think things are coming 'right' you fall backwards again...
There is absolutley N/C with my ex an I now and I can tell you its not as esay as I thought even with notes to myself etc...
All I think of is who she may be with now etc...
But one of the overpowering things is I wonder if she at least thinks of me in some 'nice way' at all
Maybe some female members of this forum would know?
I miss her and miss the memories but I know that talking to her again will just push me backward.. not talking to her and your mind makes its on little scenarios up...
Help me get through this please!
Is there anything that helps tjis dammed if you do dammned if you don't problem:(