Should I walk away (merged)
So me and my ex are considering getting back together. He broke up with me over 5 months ago after me not being the best girlfriend in the world, I took him for granted but realise my mistakes and am prepared to change a few things for him. We kept in contact the whole time we were broken up and eventually we spoke last week and decided maybe we should try again but now he is being strange he keeps saying how he won't be able to see me much and how it will be different this time and that he is second guessing it, I hate it cause I feel like I am walking on eggshells like he might change his mind at any second and I have never been that girl to sit around and wait for someone so I just keep thinking I should tell him that no we should not try again because obvioulsy he thinks it is to hard. At the same time he has just started a new job and is very busy all of the time and always tired so I can see that side of it too... I know the best decision would probably be to walk away right now before we get in to deep but as stupid as it sounds I want to make this work but realise I can't try to push him into it I also know we can't just jump back in, if we do get back together I know it has to go slowly!
So me and my ex are conisdering getting back together, well we pretty much actually are together. It is a strange feeling and we are both a bit freaked out, he has just started a new job and is very busy all the time and since we have decided to start seeing each other again I have not seen him very often and he does not contact me much either maybe just a text in the evening which has been weird esp cause when we used to be together we hardly spent anytime apart. Anyway I know it sounds stupid but it is making me feel insecure but I do realize it is a good thing to take it all slowly but I just feel like he is not making an effort and wonder why he wanted to try again if he is not even making an effort, now I don't know if I should just back off and let him be the one to contact me and make an effort to see me cause I am feeling like a stupid needy girl which I have never been before.. I hate that I am constantly feeling like he might change his mind I really know I should just walk away from him, but at the same time I do think maybe this time around we could be great together.. I am so confused, I guess I have to think of this as a whole new relationship in way as well and with a new relationships things do move slowly at the beginning.