Well new development into my break-up! 3 days ago I had a mild stroke and am now paralised down my left arm. My Lesbian Partner told me that she wanted to break up our 18 year relationship - now she keeps hugging me and kissing me. I asked her what was that all about and she told me that she still loves and cares for me - she feels like she is wasting her life - pointing out that it is not with me she is wasting her life with, but she feels like she is just living her life wasting it by hanging about and waiting to die. She pointed also out that all that hugging does not mean anything so I should not get my hopes up as we are still over. I do enjoy these times but she comes to me.
She has gone away for the weekend (with a friend of ours) she kissed me and said "see you Sunday, be careful".
Is she staying because of my stroke? I asked that and she said no.
Do you still want to sort the house and everything and see a solicitor? She said not at the moment.
I asked what is happening then? She said I don't know.
She cooks my tea, she is concerned and she keeps hugging and kissing me
HELPPPPPPPPPP