dealing with death of my dad
I am 22 years old have a beautifal wife and two sons , I'm am enjoying every moment of being the dad I wish I had. But once in a while this deep dpression comes over me about my own father, I first met him when I was 10. We became the best of friends and as long as I had nothing of value he wouldn't steal from me.he may not have been a good dad but a better friend I will never find. One night I was drunk and startde a big fight about where he was while I was growing up and I think I really hurt his feelings.after that we stopped taling, which happens but we always forgave each other, instead this time the call wasn't fron him is was to let me know he had passed away, the crack exploded his heart. I am finding very hard to deal with even though its been three years. If anyone has gone through a similar situation I would love the advice I don't know what to do and the only time I can cry is when I've been drinking. It is not right for my family to go through this , so if anyone has any advice I would deeply appreciate it