I am 14 year old girl, and it seems as if my life is messed up and empty too.
Well I better begin with the beginning, so, last year in summer it was massive time and now during the winter etc. everything is sad but that's not the point. I couldn't let go of my past; my childhood, and also last summer, and I knew I had to only focus on my present and future and leave the past behind even if the present is awful. So I put away those things which remind me of the past, because I had been wishing time had not passed, and I was miserable as I was sort of afraid of the future but these 2 months I made up my mind. But now it's like I'm living without a reason, mum won't let me do anything but I accepted it, but now I am always sad, and it seems that my life is empty, I am fed up with the same days, always boring, and also now I am forgeting almost everything and it is getting on my nerves, I don't know what to do. Even worse I cry for nothing, which I mean example last time my friend told me to hang out with their group and I was so overjoyed that I had to turn away to hide my tears ot last time my italian teacher told me to read more in italian because I'm hopeless in it and I couldn't look at her face because I was in tears. And now I am getting nervous every time with everything.
Thanks a lot for taking your time to read this,
I apreciate a lot for any help