My past ruining my relationships with girls and maybe my friendship to.
I love my ex girlfriend, but I can't go out with her for religious reasons now. But now I think I'm falling for my best friends crush. And I don't know if his crush likes me or not. And I know she has some feelings for my best friend. But I want to know what to do because every time I think about getting with a girl my ex comes to my mind. Then I think how beautiful my ex was, so then I blow all girls off cause of my thoughts. But now I want to get away from these thoughts and talk my friends crush. But I don't want to be heartbroken by her not wanting to talk to me. And I don't want to ruin the relationship between me and my best friend.WHAT SHOULD I DO? I NEED HELP!!