Hey,
I have tried everything to get over my ex boyfriend, we broke up two years ago and its still hard. You get advice from friends or family members or even goole it. But nothing will help but time. But right now its hurting me as time go's by. I just want him out of my life. I have deleted his phone numbers and I don't talk to him on any online chat rooms. But he is still on my mind. I always wonder why he hasn't text me on my phone or IM me on MSN. See the thing that really makes me wonder is I wrote him a really long email telling him how I felt and he never wrote back. I asked him if he read it and he said yes but that was it. In the email I asked him if I was wasting my time so I asked him again and he said I wasn't wasting my time but then he had to go. I haven't talked to him since and its been four days. I have tried texting him and seeing what was the problem but he never responded. Maybe that's a hint I need to do the same. I wrote him a really mean text telling him to delete my number and to never contact me again because I found out the whole time he was trying to get back with his ex girlfriend and just keeping me on the back burner, like a back up girl and Im just hurt. Im trying to be strong about it but I just feel broken and used. I have tried everything, dateing, ignoring him etc but for some reason I always come back. This time I don't want to be the one who comes back. I know I deserve to be treated better and be loved and cared by a guy who actually cares. Just what do I do about it now? Am I on the right path? I just want to heal and move on. I guess the only thing that will help me is time. But if you were in my shoes what would you do?
