I posted here earlier and thank all those who helped with advice...
I need one more bit of help...
Should I call my ex under any circumstances??
There's things I want to know the answers to but would hurt like hell if I got them...
So the conundrum is...
Ill never know the answers to these questions and won't get hurt,, Or get the answers and if they are not want I want just go under but at least I know?
I know it sounds weird as a problem but has anyone else ever faced it...
She told me she got really drunk recently at a party and assures me nothing happened now I know that's a trust issue on my behalf and she has always been honest...
Id prefer to think nothing happened but it was a major drink fest with guys her own age who are apparently interested..
Its kind of killing me not to know but would kill me if I did... has anyone had the same prob
Im really trying the NC bit at the moment but something just well up in me
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