I am 18 years old and my 19 boyfriend is a gang member of bloods and I have been with him for a year and 1 month and he has got himself into some trouble like running from the cops (aggravated kid napping)<~ never happened only by here say and it was his home boy at the time and he tould lies.and failure to stop at a cop signal being drunk and having vodka in the car and it caught up with him. And he went to jail 6/3/08 and I am so lonely and scared he got shipped to prison today 6/6/08 and he will be there for 60 days he can't have any vistitors and I am going crazy I got to see him for the last time for 2 months 6/5/o8 =( and I am so scared I feel I am alone in this world and I donno what to do noire say anymore I am pushing my close friends away cause I don't want to move on in this world until he is back =( what do I do I can't get my mind of him no matter how hard I truly try:confused: :mad: