Things are just not the same
I have a boyfriend who I love with all my heart he is an amamzing guy he is going to Florida with my family and everything. I know that he loves me but I just wish that he showed that he loves me as much as I do I always answer his calls and everything he hardly ever answers mine I always want to be with him no matter what time of day it is and never get mad when he calls me but lately it seems like he never wants to be around me anymore. He has a new job that he has to get up really early in the morning for and therefore he alwas has to be in early now and he is always crabby with me when he comes over because of it. Then he has got this band thing and he is always saying how it comes before me and all I mean I understand that it is his dream but I want to feel like I mean more to him then his gutiar you know what I mean? I don't know maybe I am just being selfish but I really want that more than anything I want one day for him to be like guys I can't have practice I want to be with my girl today and stuff like that. Like when we fisrt started dating ha was always there he always wanted to talk to me and he always wanted to be around me he no matter what and he told me that he would rather be with me then with his friends and I just really wish that it could go back to that again... but whenever I talk to him about it all it does is cause a fight and I don't know how do I tell him about it without him taking it the wrong way please help me I'm going crazyyyyyyy