I would like to get some opinions, as many as possible. My doctors shrug me off because I'm on DSHS.
Since I was very young I've been fainting. In 05 I got pregnant, and fainted while showering.
It has been happening more since I had my daughter. Everything turns green, my skin turns green, I think I'm dying, and them I'm out. Sometimes there is a severe abdominal pain along with it. Like a chainsaw being pushed through my belly button into my rectum.
The last time I fainted was in January. I was doing my boyfriends hair, and everything started looking unreal. My vision went green and I felt like I was disappearing. I kneeled toward the toilet, dripping in cold sweats. I thought I was falling into it, so I tried going to my bedroom.
I didn't want to die in my toilet. I got a couple steps out of the bathroom when I felt my hips disappear. I woke up, to my boyfriend screaming call the ambulance. Right away I vomited and had a bowel movement. I was shaking uncontrolably. I'm so sacred. I never want to feel this again. My daughter is only two, and I need to stick around. Has anyone ever heard of symptoms like these? Please somebody give me some suggestions. I don't want to be so scared anymore, I can't handle it. I can't gain weight, I'm afraid to fall asleep, I'm at the point where I'm afraid of being alive.And please pray for me? No one I live with believes in it.
Amy G.
