Hi. I am an addict and until recently I was clean for 2 years. This relapse is really doing me in. I am financilly screwed, emotionally and spiritually broke. I t started when my husband left ddue to his relapse. I am so frigging lonely and making it worse because I am isolating so I can use. I used to live in a city and was really into NA but now live in a small town where there is literally NO recovery. I feel trapped here because I am paying off a house here and have a lot of responsilities. I just want to get my life back again.