After a talk about everything, I thought it was better to get distance before the day he tells me "hi, i got a girlfriend". I still love him but I don't want to be only his friend, so I get distance. No contact at all. But last week we met at street.
I saw him but I keep walking like I didn't. He called me, I said hello and go away, but he said "hey, give me a hello kiss". I gave him but he realized that I was "different" so he asked what was going on. Nothing, I said. It was on Monday.
I still have no contact but at Friday night he called me just to know what's going on, or if I was mad about him. I said that everything is OK, and said bye bye. His voice was a little sad, but I didn't ask about what.
And yesterday night, by messenger he said that I'm being saved on my words. I asked him if he still has anything of mine... his answer "only your virginity, my dear, only your virginity" . I asked him "do you wanna bring it back?" he said "itīs not possible, my dear. even if it was, i wouldnt bring it back to you, because it is a kind of trophy..i, a buddy, took off the virginity of a goddess called (my complete name)"
Than he said he has thinking about one day that we make love, why it happened, why it didn't happened again.
He never wanted to talk about us, when we did it,it was because I began, but he was always careful because we're not together anymore. So I don't understand why he said all this things.
We were together for 7 years, we were the best friend of each other, but one day he said he didn't want to be together anymore. He never let me go away...
