Have a hard time spending money
I have always had a hard time spending money... I have the money and I work hard, but I just can't do it!
I feel bad about spending money even just for the rent. I don't buy anything expensive for myself, just basic living material. I wasn't born rich and I work my way up through college, I live frugally but have been doing GREAT financially. I still can't stand on spending money.
Now I am getting a well paid job for a large company and looking for an apartment, I just can't stand on renting an apartment because I never spent that much money before. I had to work 30 hours plus school to pay for my rent when I was in college, that is enough, now getting more money out of my pocket is so painful. What should I do?
I even think about finding free food after the gocery store is closing... they throw away food when they close. ( The food is not bad, just not that fresh, but it's good, why waste it? -that is what I am thinking)