scared to death about probation
Hi! It would be greatly appreciated to get some advice.. Im driving myself insane!!
I received a DUI in TN Nov 2006. I was 21 and VERY irresponsible and STUPID. I am from Myrtle Beach,SC. My husband is in the army (thats why I was in TN/KY to begin with, he was stationed there, boyfriend at the time). I spent the night in jail (horrible) and was released the next day. I went back home to SC, got an attorney in TN, we eventually went to court in July 2007. The judge gave me 48hrs jail, and a year probation. I have been on probation 10 months now. It was never transferred to SC. I just had to phone in once a month. I have done drug test after drug test. Paid the majority of my fines and court costs. But, my husband was stationed in WA state, I had to move there from SC. I called my PO every time I went anywhere.. and she always seemed extremely annoyed with me when I called her.. never met her in my life. But she WAS extremely rude EVERY time I talked to her. I flew back home to SC from WA because my grandmother had unexpectedly passed. When I got home to SC I found a letter from the PO wanting a drug test and to phone in. I called her, explained what was going on, and she started yelling at me. I told her I had JUST received the letter, and would do whatever I had to do to make things right. She knew I was moving to WA, I got her permission. But, she never asked for an address in WA. She sent the letter to SC. But, ultimately, that was my fault.. she had told me I had violated my probation, I was crying, asking if there was someone else I could talk to... she said Yes, You have a new PO, I don't want to speak to you anymore. SO, after that, she wouldn't answer my calls, return my messages, and sent me a YOU HAVE A WARRANT OUT FOR YOUR ARREST...
I was almost off probation. I have never been in trouble before in my life. I am enlisting in the army as soon as I got off probation in July.. and this miserable lady just f^&*ed me so hard. I know I messed up.. this was 2yrs ago.. never been in trouble before OR after.. Im 23 now. I made ONE stupid mistake and I feel like Im going to be paying for it forever. Im scared all the time when I drive, Im afraid when someone rings the doorbell its going to be a police officer taking me to jail (the worst thing EVER). And, worst of all, I have been trainind for a whole year to enlist in the army... I feel like such a loser. ANYONE, please help me. I have an attorney... but there has to be something more... Is my life really going to be this hard... over one irresponsible mistake?