The last month I have had some very upsetting blows. I applied for this firefighting position that I really really wanted. I needed to be an EMT though so I had to test also. Well I had the job and lost it because I had failed my test. Anyway I had been very stressed about all this and I kind of took all my stress out on her. I treated her unfair and was very selfish. Well I should first tell you me and her are virgins and had planned to wait till marriage. But I was listening being very horny and was starting to take things to far. Anyway now were up to speed. She had tried telling me what I was doing to her but I guess I wasn't listening. So About 3 weeks ago she broke up with me. She said she didn't like the way I treated her and felt like I was taking thing to far. Did I mention we work at the same place. Anyway now that she is gone I can see what a jerk I was. Ive tried to tell her Im sorry and I've changed but she is afraid to believe me. Another thing I forogt to mention is that she is now seeing someone else. He was just there for her when I was being a jerk. I know the guy and he is a very nice guy but he is 3 years younger then her and is still in high school, he also works at the same place as us. I had planned on marrying her in about a year. I was just getting ready to propose. I don't know what to do. I told her I wanted her to be happy and I would wait for her to decide what she wants. I know she still cares about me because she still has all my pictures up and sleeps with the bear I gave her. I don't want her to remember me for the jerk I was last month and feel like that's how she remembers me. I told her I wanted to be friends today. But I'm afraid of getting in the friend zone what should I do?