What do you do when you have been with a guy for 5 years and you know he has cheated,alls you hear is rumors,and no matter what he denies everything.When I try to leave him he beggs for me back.And swears on everything that he is not cheating.Ive givven this guy years and years of my life and have been totally committed.I am going crazy.He has brought out the worse in me.Giving me anxiety and major panic attacks.He can't even tell the truth about simple ,his whole life is a lie.He lies over stuff you wouldn't even have to lie about.He hurts me so bad,when I do flipp out cause I am so stressed and upset,he turns it alll on me and tells me I am psycho.I am sooo damn comfused and I don't know what the hell to do.