My high school sweetheart.yet I'm so young
My story is this:
I met my boyfriend when I was in the 8th grade and he was in 9th. I hated him at first but he grew on me and we started dating... now here we are I'm 19 years old and he is 20 both graduated and I just finished up my 1st semester of college. Well here is my problem I love him so much and I plan on having a future with him BUT I go through phases were I really want to be with him and were doing great then I push him away and say wait a second I'm only 19 years old and I have been with the same guy since 8th grade. Like a part of me wants to see what else is out there and just not have to answer to anybody but then when I tell him I need a break he crys and I cry and it gets really hard and we decide not to take a break. I need to be able to see if I can live without him or if I really do want to spend the rest of my life with him.
My question is: is this normal for all relationships to have there doubts or do I need to take time for myself and find out who I am and then go from there? I hope someone can relate to me I would love to hear everyone's opinion... espically someone who is still with there high school sweetheart and is a little older so I can get advice!
Thank you
Brittany:confused:
I hate and love it all at the same time.
Okay so I broke up with my boyfriend who I was with for almost five years... u might have read the question I posted about if I should break up with him or not.. well I did and now here I am.
I met this boy who was in my math class at my comm college. He is so nice and funny and handsome and we were friends (this started before me and my b/f broke up) starting towards the end of the class coming to an end. I figured out I had a huge crush on him and so we went to the beach one day and I had so much fun. I confessed to him that I liked him and he agreed that he liked me to but he knew at the time I had a boyfriend. However he took me to the movies the following night (didnt try anything which was nice) and he was such a gentlemen and he made me laugh and I get butterflys in my stomach when I'm around him. Well I finally broke up with my boyfriend and I had told him that and he was happy but completely understood if I didn't want to hang out right away because of my situation. He to was in a 5 yr relationship so he knows how it is. But I told him he makes me laugh and I wanted to hang out. So a couple days later we went to a party together and I had fun we didn't stay to long but long enough to drink a beer and enjoy talking. I said goodnight and he texted me to let me know he got home all right and I told him I had to see him again tomorrow and he laughed and asked why so I told him there's something about him that feels right... I said well I put my feelings out there so you gimme a call or text me whenever you want to hang out again. You know trying to keep "cool":rolleyes: and he said I like you britt you're a sweetheart. "score" I thought to myself lol so we made plans to hang out the following night he had to work till 10 so he said he would call me. Well he did call but we ended up not hangin out and made plans for him to come over on Thursday to watch a movie. He would text me in the mornings and say " your so beautiful britt britt" and stuff like that... that made me smirk all day and just think about him non stop.
However I feel like he is kind of blowin me off because he hasn't texted me in like a day (I know its only a day) the night we were suppost to hang out was a Sunday now we don't have plans until Thursday. I can't eat or sleep or stop thinking about this kid and now I won't see him until Thursday and he hasn't text me which is sort of puttin me in a bad mood!
Is he my rebound guy? Or do you think he could be potential? I mean yeah I'm sad about my boyfriend and I splitting up after 5 years but it feels so right that were not together anymore and it feels so right with this kid I have a crush on. Am I crazy? Please tell me I'm not
Ahh I hate this new crush thing but also love it at the same time does that make sense?
I'm so smittened by him :o