I have a dilema obviously... My boyfriend of 1 year has just turned 30 and I'm 20. Our age difference never really bother me but it does bother other people and now recently it's bothered me. He never wants to go to the clubs anymore or do fun young people stuff like I do. I understand he's older now but I'm not even 21 yet... I'm trying to PARTY! But he's not. Last night he proposed to me and I accepted but I know me and him are not on the same page. He wants children within the next 2 years and I don't want any for at least 5 more years. I feel like I'm being selfish but am I? I don't want to end this relationship I really love him, but if I stay will I have to give up my youth? What should I do? There really no in between. It's not fair for me to want to continue this relationship and have him wait till he's in his mid 30's for children, but it's also not fair that I don't get to party like all the rest of the people my age. Is this party period of life (19-25) really as important as all my friends say it is or is it just a waste of time?
My boyfriend/ fiancé is also paying my way through college... keep that in mind.