Just married but I miss my first wife so much.
My first wife Teresa passed May 12, 2004 she was 32. I have a beautiful daughter and son. I remarried Dec 07 because I wanted them to have a good female role model and my new wife is wonderful in every way. She is a paramedic, loves my children and loves me very much. I do care deeply about her but am realizing I remarried so my kids could have a mom. I find myself always thinking about Teresa, I miss her so badly and in the last 2 weeks I realized I am still so in love with Teresa. It hurts so bad still. Will these feelings ever go away? Every time my wife goes on duty I watch home movies that Teresa is in or I will spray a little of her perfume I feel like I am cheating on my wife. Should I get out of this marriage? Am I just crazy? I am 37 and it has been 4 years it feels like yesterday to me...