Hi I'm 18 and just started uni I find relationships with others and doing uni assignments very hard. Without fail during the week I will have a massive temper and be so angry that I feel the need to pnch something or make someone else feel bad, this could be triggered of by anything from a joke to one thing not going right. In the last few months I have been trying to brake up with my boyfriend when on the phone I have little outburts telling him that I hate him and never want to speak to him again. But 5 minutes later I calm down and think to myself I didn't mean it but still feel no remorse. Im lucky to have a boyfriend that knows there is something wrong and puts up with this but imjust sick of it I want it to stop.
I have been diagnosed with mild depression before and went to psychologist but found he was useless and he atualy made it worse.
I don't know what's wrong with me I really need help I don't want to loose everyone that's close to me because all I do is push them away.
I hope someone out there understads were I'm coming from