Originally Posted by Altenweg
Oh sweetie, I'm sorry that you feel so down about yourself. The truth is that not everyone can look past the outward appearance and see the goodness and kindness that lays beneath. You are still so young, and so are the people around you. It takes maturity to see a person for who they are. You will find someone, actually I'm sure that you will find many people who won't judge you based on appearance. And, I'm sure that you are not unattractive, just different, and some people fear different.
Get out of your shell, go out, meet people, let your wonderful personality shine through, you'll be surprised at what happens.
As for being a virgin at 19, there's nothing wrong with that, don't be in such a hurry to have sex. Trust me, having sex with someone you care about is the ultimate pleasure, sex just for sex is not that great.
Keep you head up, your shoulders squared, you'll be just fine.
Good luck.