OK... this is a problem with myself and my feelings towards everybody.
I am a normal person, I have friends, and I live a normal life. The thing is, I am such a heartless person, hate overwhelms me every time that's my main problem. I can't love people, there's like only 5 people from all of my friends and people that I know that are loved by me, the rest of them I don't really care what happens to them and I hate to feel like this towards some of my closest friends, and if some of my closest friends don't matter to me, imagine what I feel for people that I don't know or that I only know them for 2 weeks, I feel that they are just a piece of trash. My mind relates everything with death, gore, and torture but that is mainly because of all of the hate that grows inside me, a hate that is intended to no one.
The question is... How should I live with this hate within me? What can I do to change this? I can't really stop feeling pure evil inside me.