I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend, and we haven't been together since 2004. Our relationship was perfect, and we did everything right in order to make our relationship last. Before we actually became a couple; we were friends first. We learned things about each other before we got together, and after 3 months we finally started our relationship. We were actually in high school when we became a couple, but he got expelled for a reason I prefer not to say. After his explosion our relationship was off and on for awhile, but every time we got back together it felt like we were never apart. We never officially broke up; we just stop calling each other because we were young and stupid. The next school year we went to different schools, but he always new what was going on at my school (anything dealing with me). He knew who I liked, who I walking down the hall with, he knew everything. After I graduated from high school, I thought I was over him, but I found myself thinking about him everyday. During our relationship we never told each other that we love each other, but one day we were hanging out (as friends) an he told me that he was in love with me while we were together. I asked him when did he fall in love with me, and he said before we even got together (I was his first love and he was mine). It's been 4 years now, and he has a girlfriend but he still passes down my street hoping I would be outside. He sends me a txt every now and then, and he always gives me a wink ;). I haven't been in a real relationship in about 2 years, because I'm hoping and praying we will get back together. I respect his relationship with his girlfriend, and I would never do anything to come between them. I feel that our relationship isn't finished yet, and I want another chance. Am I being stupid???
(I am now 19 an in college)
