All my life I've been ether bulled, lonely and miserble when I was younger I was sexually abused by my friend dad and I didn't tell anyone about it not even my parents so I've grew up for the past 10 years holding that secreat and I don't feel comfonted around boys they were rather taken by other girls or just like me as a friend now that I met simon a worker in bar me we met last September and he was my date for my mums wedding and we both liked each other but I wanted a releship and he didn't and then after a while he changed for a bit kept talking about me to the bar staff saying stuff then my mum talked to him and he started been flirty again and he told a doorman he likes me and he meant to spread a rumour about me and after that I feel I worth nothing and fat and won't get anyone so please help me what's the best revenge and how do I stop feeling like this:mad: :confused: :(