Life Falling Apart. Started Hurting Self. Don't KNow Where To Turn.
This is now driving me crazy.. My ex boyfriend not even 24 hrs after we broke up asked my BEST FRIEND out.. she said yes. UGH. I don't know what is rong with me... I mean I'm 14. I'm technically smart. I'm mature for my age. I have a group of close friends. I have a family. But latly things have been fallign apart...
--school teachers/principals disliking me.
--people throwing out random hatred.
--i've started cutting myself.
--my parents don't understand me anymore.
--my ex keeps talking to me and I Don't want 2 see his face.
--ex starting rumors about me.
--people now thinking I'm a lesbien. [[which I'm not.]
I just feel.. so alone. I honestly don't think that I'm that ugly. That mean. That cruel. And that unlovable. That people would all of a sudden hate me..
I don't know what to do.. I don't want 2 go to a counciler because I honestly don't know how..
but I need help. I know I need help. And please. Please. Don't just tell me its my hormones. Please.
.. thnx
-me..