Hey All,
Soooo its been over a month since I posted on here and figured I would just give a quick update and get yelled out a bit lol... So it's been about 6 months since me and my ex have split up... Quick over view she broke up with me for differences and other things as well.. Throughout the 6 months we talked a few times tried to keep somewhat in touch then decided to go no contact, the NC seemed to work but there was always something that gave us a reason to talk either she found out something about me and called me to ask or talk about it or I found out something about her and I called her this happened a few times and we started to talk and be friendly wich evently ended and we didn't talk for weeks... Recently we were brought 2gethor again because she had a surgery and I called her and we began talking again she wanted me to visit her and I did I helped her through the operation and spent time with her while she was recovering... When we talk and hang out everything is great and better then it ever was . Sometime people asks her what's going on with u 2 and she says were only friends and that's it she keeps telling me how I'm single and I should do what I want and so on... And she's single also... Lately she calls me a lot more then normal and we talk anywhere from 10 minutes to a hour or so... The conversation is great as long as its not referring to our relationship. If the conversation turns then we talk for a little bit and its all good then she kinds gets annoyed and wants to end the conversation she hangs up and winds up calling me back in a few minutes...
She tells me how she wants to experience different things different people and so on. Since we broke up I have been dating on and off but nothing serious this past weekend I had a small date and she happened to see my text mssgs and found out were I was going and sent her friend to spy... I found this out cause her friend told me after the fact... I didn't talk about it with her since she didn't mention it... Her friend told her that were both single and I wasn't doing anything wrong and she said your right I no... Personally Im not sure why she even had her go there in the first place if that's the case...
I guess my point is that I just don't understand wgars going through her head or the way she thinks cause she's contacting me a lot more then normal when we talk like normal meaning as friends everything is fine... as long as we don't talk about us me and her... She loves my company at least that's the impression I'm getting... She does say were never getting back... Her friend told me she told her many times she should get back with me and her answer is that she wants to try different things and experience new people buts its been 6 months and she hasn't done anything yet per her best friend who has been nothing but honest with me... She told me a lot of things I didn't want to hear and she said that guys goo up to her all the time she might dance and all but when it comes down to it she doesn't do anything with them or nothing comes from it...
So I like spending the time with her I will admit I do still have feeling and I don't really think she feels the same way... Could she just be lonely? Maybee lacking a little confidence now?? Is she just comfortable with me?? I don't no... I like staying with her I just don't want to set myself up for hurt... 6 months I figured id be not talking about this no more..
