The life of a bipolar twenty year old and her suicidal fiancé
Its been a while since I've posted or answered anything here. I was kinds in withdrawal from the world for a while. If you have ever seen any of my posts you've seen that my life is far from perfect.
My fiancé and I have been through a lot. Recently we separated and while I was gone he started cutting and having suicidal thoughts and acted on them a few times. Although we weren't together I was the only person that was there for him. His friends always had an excuse for why they weren't there for him. It was all bull if you ask me. Before we separated he really treated me bad and I wound up cheating on him. There's no excuse and I feel terrible for it and before we got back together I told him everything just because I wanted a fresh start free of lies.
Now we are back together and he is on antidepressants and I don't have any of my medication anymore. This is more like an update than a question really. I just wanted to let my buddies know that I'm still alive and doing okay.
Thanks friends.
As always,
Emm
