IM SORRY FOR THE REALLY LONG MSG... BUT I REALLY NEED HELP... IM NOT READY TO GIVE UP ON HER... PLEASE HELP ME OUT PPL... (dont just view this post... give me your say on it... may it be just 1 line or so).
I'm a 17yr old guy... my girlfriend.. or ex.. is 16... we went out for 1yr and 3 months.. and on d 5th of march.. she broke up with me.. sayin she didn't want to be in a relationship anymore and that she didn't love me anymore.d relationship wasn't giving her happiness.. she had to figure herself out 1st.. she just grew out of it... I tried getting answers... but in vain... n now after about 2weeks she already likes some guy... ill be honest.. im not acting proud or anything.. but he's nothing compared to me...
.. btw... this same time... last yr... she broke up with me.. coz she was confused about her feelings for me.and that the relationship wasn't giving her happiness.. then after 22days... she came back saying that she figured out her feelings for me and that SHE LOVED ME... apparently... me being the sweet nice guy.. I was always there for her... so she took me for granted..
I gave this girl my best... I was always there for her.. I did a lot for her... I loved her with all my heart... I gave her most of my time.. I was true to her.. I didn't look at other girls sideways.. I made her my everything... I made her my world... I did everything other girls want their guys to do for them... I did everything for this girl... then what happened??
We were serious with each other.. I didn't get there alone... she did want to get serious too so it wasn't a 1way train.. she promised me things AGAIN.. I did too and I kept up to them.. she gained her trust in me and while we were together.. I know what we had was special... there was love.. understanding... turst... EVERYTHING...
And after all that's happened... IM STILL IN LOVE WITH HER... I keep blaming myself for it... coz maybe if I didn't do too much again... she wouldn't have taken me for granted again... if that's the case i.e... maybe she's confused again... I don't know... n I really don't want to blame her for anything... because she is a great girl... shes really sweet and stuff... I don't know what's making her change... n I really won't accept it that she used me... coz I know what we had was really special... since she's 16... maybe she is really confused and stuff... but then again she likes some guy and he likes her too.. they aren't going out though... AND... AFTER SHE CAME BACK.. TELLIN ME THAT SHE NOW KNOWS THAT SHE LOVES ME... WHY DID SHE GO AWAY AGAIN?? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?? she gave me every reason to trust her again... WE HAD A GR888888888 RELATIONSHIP!! THEN WHAT WENT WRONG?? :s
Today I'm stuck... ppl keep telling me that she is really happy with her life... n here I am... totally sad... lifes come to a halt... it hurts a lot... n at times I feel like screwing her happiness or smthn because she has left me this way and is acting as if nothing happened... I won't do anything like that though.. n I really hope the way I'm feeling is normal.. she seems totally happy with her life... IT SEEMS LIKE I HURT HER... I Wasn't THERE FOR HER N STUFF... THEN I GUESS SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO BE HAPPY N ENJOY... BUT IT Wasn't LIKE THAT.. I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER.. I ALWAYS CARED FOR HER AND LOVED HER..!. and the happiness she is getting of being free... I think that's pretty much temporary.well... I hope.. im sorry.. I know I'm acting a little selfish.. but I can't just give up on her.. she means everything to me..
And even after all this happening I still wouldn't hesitate to take her back.. I still love her as much as I did... and I can bet anyone on it that what I did for this girl... the love I gave her... no guy can ever do that much for her... we don't talk or message... coz whenever she see's me... she feels all guilty for doing what she did and therefore gets irritated... so msgn and being friends and stuff is out of the question... I doubt I can compromise on being just her friend though... but why is she feeling guilty...
.. so is there any hope for me?. will she probably realise her feelings again and come back... yes I'm a FOOL... I still want her back... im willing to do everything... maybe make her fall in love with me again... given a chance... coz that guys trying his best to get on her side... and I can't do a thing because I'm guessin.. tryin to get her right now will only push her away from me...
Please don't ask me to move on... this girl means everything to me... n no.. I wasn't just kiddin around with her... I really really loved her... infact I still do... its like... "forgetting some1 you love is like remembering some1 u have never met"
PLEASE HELP!! she also told me this... that even is she probably gets her feelings back... she will try not to come back because she thinks the same thing will happen again...
Its doesn't have to right>>?. things can be different... and I fear that instead of coming back... she might have to compromise and settle for another guy./... I don't want that