First Time Monobenzone Experience
Hi everyone,
I just joined the forum a couple of days ago. I'm Hispanic with medium olive skin. I am waiting to receive a 3% monobenzone lotion I ordered from China in eBay. I'm so scared about using mono, but (like many of you here) I have exhausted every single resource with no results. I have spent so much $$$ on bogus creams and powders, yes benzyl arbutin from herbalinn (don't buy it), that I'm going to give mono a chance. Doctors won't help either. I live in Southern California and the most I got a doctor to prescribe me was Tri-Luma, which makes your skin bright in the beginning and then it stops. So, I ordered low% mono on purpose, cause I work and don't want to get the streaks and spots. My knuckles and cuticles are so dark, people at work stare at them in obvious disgust - it's humiliating. People can be so mean at times that I feel I'm getting depressed as a result. I just want to be light, not white, but don't want to have dark knuckles, elbows, knees, you see my point? I hope that by using 3% I don't get disfigured like Gloomy. I read her postings and my heart goes out to her. She never said what % of mono she used and what her ethnicity is, so it's hard to know whether the same thing will happen to someone else. Anyway, please write to me and let me know if you think 3% mono is good for what I want. I think my skin color is kind of like Vahid's.