Cheating Wife . And I can't seem to stop
OMG, I know I'm opening up myself for all sorts of criticism here, but first off, you have to know that I'm a good person, good mom. I have been cheating on my husband of 10 years for the past year with another married man. My husband and I have 2 beautiful young daughters. At first, I felt a lack of intimacy between my husband and myself both on an emotional and physical level. I spoke to my husband numerous times before the 'affair'. I felt unattractive and frustrated at how many times I've brought this up to my husband that at some point I just disconnected at some level. Then I met the married man. Our relationship is purely sexual. We meet once or twice a month. I've tried to end it, and felt strong about ending it... but I always feel compelled to meet him again for sex. So I do. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'd like to be happy with my husband and my life... but am still drawn to the excitement of meeting this married man. Sex is always protected, and our meetings are amazing. I don't know if I should end this affair or acccept myself as a sexual being. I will never tell my husband because I don't want to hurt him unnecessarily.
Is it really unnatural to have a sexual relationship outside of marriage? Are we meant to be monogamous? Can't we be with the one we love and still fulfill our sexual needs and fantasies elsewhere?
Please try your best not to be judgemental and open to my questions.
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JB, this is an awsome answer.